Invisible

For the past two months, my horoscope has been telling me that I will be successful, achieve a goal that seems out of reach, find happiness. shit like that. And finally today my horoscope said:

"There is cause for celebration now, Moonchild, even if you haven't seen evidence 
of it yet. There has been a shift in your life. A thread that runs through your 
being is now connecting to a great force that is part of the benevolent power of 
the universe. Things are changing. Abundance is building. The prosperity you 
have sought for so long is coming toward you, as you are moving toward it. Will 
you grasp each opportunity that presents itself? It is in your power to do so."

I've been waiting for that for quite some time now :3. Let's see what happens with this shitty life now.

Lately I just feel like I can care less about anything and everything. Life is what it is. Anything can happen. If something is truly meant to be, it will find its way. Maybe one day something good will happen to me. But for now, whatever. She is still my favorite girl. I don’t know why. I do, but I don’t. What am I doing?

I wonder if you will ever write about me. Your thoughts are beautiful. Do you ever think of me? You constantly flow through my mind. I hope I see you tomorrow. Sweet dreams beautiful.

One of my neighbors keeps trying to set me up with her daughter’s friends. It’s starting to get annoying because I’m only interested in one person. I don’t have to worry about seeing someone better then her because she is perfect. I just wish I could actually call her mine.